Anang nguji aku stevenson

Hari ini ialah hari lagu iban sedunia..tah apa ke jadah aku tune in to semua lagu iban hari ni..haha tapi dalam banyak2 lagu tu aku choose lagu ni plak.. the lyrics..fuhhhhhh sangatla membuai perasaan orang yang dituju..but then, I dont think there's such thing..kalau you all nak tau, maksud lagu ni ialah si penyanyi ni sayang sangat kat gf dia and dia tak kisah pun gf dia buat apa, dia tetap sayang!! aku tak nak la macam tu..sayang cakap, tak sayang lagi blahla..buat apa nak lagi kalau setakat untuk dipermainkan..am i not rite?!! buang karan aku jer kalau nak kat orang yang tak ikhlas and suka main2kan perasaan orang..ok..enjoy the songs readers!!

Aduhhhhh...lama nya tak update blog..bukan malas tau..dah try banyak kali tp bila time menaip jer tak ada idea

Hari ni bday mak mertua tp tak dapat datang coz ada plan ngabang ngn kekawan..mula ingat tak nak ngabang tp bila dh kena kejut tetiba cam tu mata pun refused nak sambung balik tidur..

Hari ni pegi 3 rmh jer sama cam semalam..rasa nak pecah perut aku makan..tapi paling special kat rumah Amy coz dia hidangkan laksa sarawak and sambal belacan yang fuhhhh!!!! memang sedap la..Flo cakap Amy buat sendiri kuah laksa dia..

The rest tu,menu menarik jugak tp yg dh biasa cam kari and bla bla bla..aku plak memang gila makan kari tp tak muat dah perut boroi aku ni hahah

Last house kita pegi aku sempat sip chivas sikit..konon nya nak buang senak perut hahahaha

Tapi tahun ni memang giler2 aku semangat ngbg..rasanya berat dah naik 2,3 kilo ni..tak apa nanti ada mood bagus aku jogging buang lemak terkumpul aku ni..kehkehkeh

Okay lah kalau mata aku dapat pujuk tido balik nak sambung tido ni..tadi sedap kitaorg buat taik mata tp kena serang lak ngn 3 org pt sekali gus..lepas tu tak dapat tido dah..

Ini nak tunggu hubby online entah ada ke tidak..haisssshhhh...rindu sangat kat dia...lama dah tak bertekak hheheheh ok cau dulu...daaaaaaaaaaaaa

Haluuuu lamanya tak update blog..bukan tak ada masa tapi penyakit 'M' tu makin menjadi2 plak heheheh 

Ini pun bukan apa, kalau tak kena tagged memang takkan update lagi uhuhuuhu

Trimas ya Panda sebab rajin tagged I yang lawo2 ni hahahaha

Bah..marilah jawab - menjawab ni..tak payah nak bahasa bunga2 ek..

1. Apakah benda dalam hidup paling penting

dalam hidup anda?

Duit kot hahaha kalau tak ada duit takleh pi mana2 dlm hidup ni

2. Benda yang terakhir anda beli menggunakan duit anda sendiri.

Semalam beli ngot2 kat kedai sebelah 2020 lepas breakfast habis keja malam hehe

3. Di manakah tempat anda melangsungkan perkahwinan dan tema
perkahwinan idaman anda?

Tak langsung lagi majlisnya tapi kalau nak buat jugak nanti,yang penting sedara-mara mesti datang and nak kengkawan keras mesti datang tu yang penting! tema and tempat tu tak kisah,asal public tau aku dah kawin cukuplah..

4. Adakah anda sedang bercinta sekarang?

Yup..tiap2 hari aku bercinta ngan lakie aku

5. Berapa lama anda akan mencintai kekasih anda?

Tiap2 hari! asal ada hari memang keja aku cinta kat dia jer la hahahah

6. Novel/buku/majalah terakhir yang anda beli?

Tak ingatlah..sejak ada lappy ni lupa kat novel,buku and majalah

7. Di manakah anda selalu berjumpa kekasih/suami anda?

Nama pun suami, tiap2 hari jumpa..tapi kalau dia pegi offshore jumpa kat tenet jer la

8. Apakah nama penuh anda?

LELINA RUMI! Rumi tu nama aku tau,bukan nama bapak aku macam kawan2 selalu cakap Lelina anak Rumi!

9. Antara mak dan ayah yang mana anda lebih mesra?

Mami jer ada, so mesra ngan dia jer. Kalau mertua,dua2 sama rata hehehe

10. Namakan orang yang betul-betul anda ingin jumpa dalam hidup
anda.

Eminem dan Randy Pangalila. Memang minat giler kat Eminem. Si Randy plak, aku nak cek dia betul2 hensem ke tak macam dalam tv tu 

11. Adakah anda basuh baju anda sendiri?

Yes! sebab tak ada mesin..tapi memang prefer cuci sendiri. nak harap hubby cuci masa dia ada?tak payah!! nanti jadi lagi macam hari tu letak downy jer!!huh!!tapi kalau mami ada, dia la tukang cuci hehehhehe

12. Di manakah tempat yang betul-betul anda ingin pergi?

Korea..tunggu aku khatam bahasa korea dulu ok

13. Pilih satu, peluk atau cium?

Dua2 tak boleh ke?!

14. Beritahu 3 benda tentang orang yang tag anda.

Panda@Kak Lilly SIL yang sangat sporting..anak sulung yang sangat bertanggungjawab..bertuah adik2 dia dapat kakak cam dia,aku pun tumpang bertuah la hehehe

Berambut panjang, pakai cermin mata..cukup dah 3 kan..heheheh

15. 5 benda yang anda sayang dalam hidup.

Lesen cucuk orang,Lappy,Xperia10 mini,Passport pegi tasik dan music box yang hubby beli kat Jerman 

16. 5 lagu yang selalu anda dengar.

Dear God-Avenged Sevenfold

Warmness On The soul-Avenged Sevenfold

Love The Way You Lie-Eminem ft Rihanna

Airplanes-B.o.B ft Hayley Williams

Take Your Shirt Off-T-Pain

17. Bilakah tarikh lahir anda?Dan dimanakah anda menyambutnya tahun lepas?

24 Sept. Last year tak sambut, this year sambut ngan family in law kat Imperial Hotel

18. 5 orang blogger yang anda mahu tag. (click to the name)

Tak ada ler..tak ada follower pun selain SIL sendiri..Gendut cepat bukak blog,nanti nak tag dia!

19. Cerita sedikit tentang blogger pertama yang anda tag.

Yang aku bakal tag ok! My ipar duai..dia kawin abang, aku kawin adik..kalau dah kumpul ngan mak mertua, tambah lagi Kak Ani, memang menjadi2..heheehhe











 













 

cewahhhhhh

Ngantuknya mata ni..pelik betul la..kalau keja ngantuk, kalau kat rumah bukan main lagi mata aku la paling degil nak tido!! Benci tul!!
Mesti korang heran kan aku keja sambil update blog hehehe
Bukan apa,kalau ada lappy masa keja malam,ok la sikit boleh entertain diri sendiri while stand by tunggu patient datang..
Kalau tak, memang boring gilerrrrr...
Hari ni after a week tak drive, aku drive lagi cewaahhh
Dan..surprisingly..cikgu aku puji buat kali ke 2 like he did last week happy betul aku!
Cikgu aku ni susah nak puji tau..dah 6 bulan aku jadi anak didik dia baru 2 kali dengar dia puji heheh
Tak lama lagi aku boleh test tapi tak ingat jalan la..baru jer brapa kali aku on the road cemana nak ingat jalan..jalan A,B,C..jalan C jer aku ingat hehe sebab selalu pegi situ jer..
Next week kena drive lagi la, kena hafal lak jalan A&B..huhu

cinta....

Aduhhhh payahnya mata ni nak tido..nak kata lapar, baru jam 11pm td aku melantak!

Makan nasi lagi tu, bukan alang2..

Nak tengok crita korea,crita yang aku nak tengok tu tak ada plak..heran la..mana tah pegi.. dah la aku tak tengok lagi crita tu..haishhhh

Nak update blog ni pun kena fikir dulu nak tulis apa..huhu

Sekarang ni, dah boleh tengok cinta kirana tiap2 hari walaupun keja petang or malam sebab ada ulangan

Masa raya hari tu banyak miss sebab tak ada ulangan,rugi la jugak..

Haaaaa..... sekarang ni tgh enjoy MY FM kat astro..semua lagu cina hehehe macam la aku paham apa dia nyanyi..tapi lagu dia banyak sentimental..boleh cure sikit aku punya kepala otak yang sakit nih hahaha 

Apa lagi nak cakap ek..hmh...balik kat cinta kirana tu kan..buat aku fikir ada ke orang macam kirana kat dunia ni?!!!

Kalau tanya aku, aku mesti jawab tak ada! Tak ada sorang pun manusia yang memiliki cinta seperti kirana.

Itu cuma rekaan semata-mata. Mana ada orang yang bodoh sanggup tunggu orang yang dah ada orang lain kan? Walau sedalam mana pun cinta manusia, manusia tak kan dapat mengubah sifat ego mereka!

Termasuk aku sendiri.. Pernah tak korang bercinta dan semasa bercinta tu, cakap kalau la nanti tak ada jodoh dengan orang yang kita cintai tu, kita tak sanggup berkahwin?..biar la sorang2 konon nya kan.. Mesti korang pernah alami kan?..

Aku cakap ni berdasarkan pengalaman..huhu... Dulu masa bercinta sebelum jumpa soul-mate ni, wahhhhh memang cinta sejati la konon..haha kalau tak ada jodoh,memang tak nak kawin sampai bila2 sebab dah sayang sangat dengan orang yang berkenaan sampai fikir macam tu. Tengok lepas tu, cepat jer dating bila putus cinta..mana pegi cinta sejati tu kan?..hahahahahha 

Memang sakit masa putus cinta..rasa nak balik jer kat orang tu tapi bila fikir pasal ego, maruah diri, memang sanggup sakit daripada bagitau orang tu yang kita masih sayang kat dia.. Tak tau la korang macam mana kan..

Kalau aku la kirana, aku ambik jer raka or baim..bukan senang nak cari orang yang sayang kita tau

Buat apa nak kan si galang yang dah ada farah?..kan sakit hati jer... Kalau dalam dunia ni, kata la kirana tu masih berada di sisi galang walaupun galang dah ada farah, mesti ada agenda di sebaliknya.. Mesti dia berharap galang akan ingat balik..Kalau tak, dia tak akan berada di sisi galang.. Bagi galang pula, mesti dia tak akan cinta kan kirana sebab dia dah lama bercinta dengan farah..walau pun satu hari nanti dia ingat pada kirana..for sure dia akan anggap kirana itu adalah masa lalu dia..

Sama dengan kehidupan manusia di dunia, tak ada cinta sejati.. once kita dah tak ada lagi dengan seseorang tu, automatic perasaan tu akan hilang kalau kita jumpa orang lain..walau pun mengambil masa yang lama..

Sebab tu la korang tengok ada orang yang lepas kematian suami atau isteri, akan dapat memulakan hidup baru dengan orang lain walaupun mengambil masa yang lama.. Dalam hati korang, mesti fikir dia tak setia dengan cinta kan, or tak ingat lagi dengan orang yang dah mati.. bukan macam tu.. Kenangan tu memang akan sentiasa di ingat.. tapi tak salah kalau dia nak mulakan kehidupan baru..dia kan manusia jugak..ada kehendak..ada keinginan.. Setiap manusia dilahirkan macam tu..itu adalah normal..

Mari kita tengok dari segi abnormal plak..

Bunuh diri dan gila..ramai yang mengalami nasib begini kan.. tau kenapa?..

Cinta adalah faktor utama..sebab tu lagi bagus kalau lepas putus cinta,kita date lagi.. walaupun susah nak terima kehadiran orang baru,itu lagi bagus dari merana sampai gila or bunuh diri..lambat laun, cinta akan bersemi..tak semua cinta at the first sight akan menjadi kenyataan..cinta bermula dari kawan pun boleh..tak perlu rasa sangat tertarik semasa pertama kali jumpa..bila dah lama dating, cinta tu pasti ada..

Saya berani cakap sebab saya pernah mengalami..percaya lah..

Ada orang yang tahu bagaimana nak overcome dia punya kekecewaan tapi banyak yang ikut kata hati..

For those yang ikut kata hati,itu yang kena jaga2..mesti ada teman di sisi supaya tak buat benda yang tak di ingini..banyak orang fobia bila pernah frust..sebab tu ada yang tak kawin, sanggup single sampai ke tua..tapi tak semua orang yang single tu pernah frust..kena tau jugak, kat dunia ni ada jenis orang yang memang tak nak kawin dan lebih senang sendiri..hmh..take note ya..

Wahhh panjang lebar aku punya ceramah..macam prof dah.. bolehla prof pangalila hahahhaa

Sampai sini jer la ek..malas nak kutap2 lagi..korang pun jangan la boring baca blog ni..hehe nite2

the day when i was born........

Happy birthday to me, Happy birthday to me,
Happy birthday to Lelina Rumi....
Happy birthday to me!!!!
Being a birthday girl is a good time to tell you guys a lil' bit bout me
Well, I was born on this day early morning 27 years ago
My mom said,those who was born in the morning will have very 'cool' character..
Hmh...I don't think I am cool,was I?
Lelina was a randomise name choose by my mom herself. Actually, it's Lina only but one of my cousin who live next door having the same name so my mom add 'Le' to make it sound different.
Rumi was name after my late great grandmother. She adopted my late grandmother from her very own sister because she doesn't have any child.
I don't have any picture of her but I was told that she was a very beautiful lady..unlike me. The only character that I have from her is TAKUT HANTU ahahahahha
She was very well known among the family because of that! and so do I!! hahahaha
Anyway, I was born in my old longhouse in Kedap Saratok. It's not because of no hospital.
It's a very long and personal story behind that..
My mom met my dad in Bintulu when she was working there.
She decided to balik kampung 3 months before delivery and left my dad there so he can continue his study. My dad is a lot more younger than my mom. He was still studying when he finally choose to be her husband.. but my mom told him to continue since he is a smart student despite his playboy character.
During her stay in kampung,she faced a lot, lot of controversy..
Got back there by herself, no husband and pregnant, villagers told her not to have regular checking in clinic!! Pity her!!! Damn all the villagers who told her that!! What a lie!!!
There was no such thing!! It's not so strict like nowadays!
That was why she didn't delivered in hospital and I don't have all the vaccinations that was required for all children.
Few months after I was born, she received a letter from her younger and the only sister(mak bintulu), told her that my dad was caught with another woman and was forced to marry that pregnant woman although she was pregnant before my dad met her!! Serve him rite!!
Pity my mom..she have to raise me all by herself..and that is why my IC has a different birth date..my mom waited for a year to see him and ask for his IC in order to register my birth.
Actually it can be done earlier,and my birth cert. will be red in color but my mom choose to wait for my dad so in the future it's easy for me to do my IC.
Well, that's a lil bit story of my precious mom and my playboy dad.
Until now, my mom is still single. She refused to marry coz she scared her husband to be doesn't want me after they have their own child. She SACRIFICED HER LIFE for me..
Even if I give her this whole world, I will never pay back to what she have done to me.
Do you guys have any idea of how she go through all this?!
She lost lot of blood after delivery and there was very limited type O blood back then. Lucky my step grandfather have the same type and donate to her.
My mom spent a month in the hospital and I have to survive without breastfeeding for a month!
And I myself was very choosy!!
Before she fully recovered, she have to work in order to feed me and she have to bring me along coz no one is available to babysit. She spent 2 years in kampung and finally we got back to bintulu to seek for a better living.
Raised as an only child made me became very selfish although I spent my childhood with my cousins. Till now, that character stick to me like a gum!
I have to learn from others to give and take. I am very countable at times. It's what every Librans have I guess...fair and square!! You give me RM1 and I will give you the same amount in return! Not less, not more than that either!
After I learned what my dad did to my mom doesn't make me scared to men.
I started to fall in love when I was 12 years old..hahaha and of course it's only cinta monyet!
I only realize of real love when I dated this one guy who were 2 years younger than me.
Well, we can't make it real because we have different religion and he have more admirers who was more beautiful of course and we decided to be just friend then.. I still have feeling for him actually until I met one guy.
This 'good boy' seems sooooo into me!! Not my type really..haha
I prefer having somebody who is not too quiet..
Seriously, I don't know he was after me, until he finally confessed!!
I don't really fall for him in the first place but since he seems so sincere, I don't dare to refuse..
I'm not that type actually. I will honestly tell man to back off if I really don't want them.
This one was different..could it be magnet?..hmh...
We tried to survive for 4 and a half years..and that's it!!
I quit!! I don't have the courage to wait for him any longer.
I gave him 4 and a half years to prove that he really love me.
I don't tell him to choose me or his family. I was just want to be a part of his family.
What can I do if his family doesn't want me?! The one who should convince them was him!!
I am nobody!! All I can do is wait..
And I'm not so stupid who will wait until the day I die!!
I refused all proposal from all good men because I hope he will stand for me..
Well, it's me..and only me who stand by myself..
My family is not rich but my mom brought me with all her life,her dignity and full of honour to become of what I am now!!
I'm not going to destroy it just because of him!!
Separation seems to be the only way..and it's not easy..it's really not easy..
The future for me was with him.. All the decision is made based on both of us..
Can you imagine how I have to renew it all after the separation?!!
Sometimes I feel like I wanna get back to him so I don't have to decide by myself and live like what we have plan together..
But I know I have to be strong..
I can make it without him..
My mom went through a lot more tougher situation and she can make it!!
So why not me?..He just a boyfriend!! My mom lost her husband..yet she still can breath!!
I should be thankful to realize that early..
And it's not so soon until I found my soul-mate..
4 years younger is not a problem,rite?..hahaha
It might so early for me to meet his family after few months dating but I like it that way.
I hate of being hide all this while with the previous one.
He is a 'bad boy' kinda guy..it's my type..hahahhaa
His sincerity made me choose him out of all..
We don't really plan to settle down so fast actually but loving each other so much, how can we resist?!!hehehehe
I am very thankful to him for all of this..being part of his family is really joyful..
I can call his parents like my own..and finally I have sister and brothers who is not blood related..
It mean so much to me..
I want nothing else..this is all I need..
Can I have all of this forever?...
Hmh....more like a sesi meluah perasaan..hehehe
Thank you Tagged!! I will not meet this wonderful guy because of 'you' hahaha
I think that's enough for now.. I will write more some other time..
Happy birthday to me once again!!
And up there is a few old pic for the readers..thank you for reading..

Holla!!
Lama dah tak update blog ni, since last aku keja malam hari tu
Tak banyak crita menarik..boring dan sunyi jer bilik aku pas kazen aku si Pris and si Dyana balik Bintulu.
Back to my normal life which is..bangun lambat if shift pm(bukan lambat sebarang lambat tau,paling awal pun jam 1200hr),makan maggie sebab tak sempat masak dan tido semahunya pas balik keja pagi,after 2pm.If keja malam,lagi lambat bangun..2pm paling awal hehe
Macam tu la hidup aku walau pun dah belaki..ni nasib baik laki tak ada kat rumah.
Kalau ada pun tak ada bezanya..dia lagi suka influence aku bangun lambat.
Mana tak bini dia ni naik minyak..heheh
Nasib kau la dapat bini cam aku nih..heheheheheheheh
Tapi hari tu ada bebudak pandai lak aku bangun awal ek
Yelah..kang ada bebudak tu complain kat mak dia kata aku tak bagi depa makan hahahha
But then bila fikir balik, rasanya la..bila ada tanggungjawab sure kita secara automatik akan sedar akan responsibility tu
Sebab tu bila ada orang yang tak pernah ada anak and they gonna have one,dalam hati mesti nervous sebab rasa tak ready kan..
Aku pun fikir macam tu jugak
Tapi hari tu I can make it..during my cousins stay.hmhh..
So..is that mean I'm ready to have kid now?...
Grrrrrrrrr!!!!nanti la fikir heeheheheh
Aku suka budak2..tapi suka and jaga tu lain tau..
Lagipun aku ingat nak stop keja dulu kalau aku dah ready nak ada anak nanti
Kalau boleh tak nak la orang lain jaga
Tak sanggup aku kalau ada apa2 yang tak diingini terjadi
Kalau mami aku jaga?
Hmmmhhh..nak ke dia?..
Aku tak nak susahkan dia..biar dia enjoy life dia..jaga aku dulu pun bukan senang
Then bila ada cucu,pun nak kena jaga
Bagus aku jaga sendiri..sendiri beranak,sendiri jaga lah kan..heheh
Wahhhh
cakap sal beranak la plak..lebih dah ni..hahahaha
Aku nak tido ni sebenar nya..tapi orang kat atas tu ketuk ketak dari tadi..tah apa di buatnya
Consider la sikit..bukan semua orang keja office hour
Nanti ingat nak beli gown kat boulevard..lama dah tak beli gown..dan lama dah tak pakai
Bukan aku tak nak bergaya macam dulu
Dulu kan slim..sekarang lemak ada dimana2
Pernah juga hubby complain,dulu masa masih dating bukan main lagi bergaya..
Tapi since dah kahwin?..
Bukan tak nak tau..nakkkkkkk sangatttttt!!!
Tapi gown2 yang dulu tu semua dah tak muat!!
Macam bola perut aku kalau pakai!!
That's why aku prefer pakai T-shirt and short-pant jer,simple dan cepat..
Huuaaaarrrggghhhhhh...ngantuknyer...
Nanti sambung lagi erk..daaaaaaaaaaaaa